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…is weird. No, weird is such an understatement. It is unnatural. I mean, we’re talking about my love life or something like that. I have been with my boyfriend for as long as I can remember, we spent most of our relationship apart — physically, I met him on my…

i started to think that it’s better for me to have a twitter account but there’s no way i press tweet every 140 characters right? anyway…

just another morning where i woke up and the first thing i heard within the first five minutes was “your dad’s ...” and it…

like a complete, utter, shit. I am so lonely and that’s the least thing I need, I don’t wanna be alone with my thoughts. I can’t. I terribly need a distraction, and yet I can’t seem to function normally, I can’t work. I am unmotivated. I don’t feel like doing…

I guess Medium isn’t exactly the place for me to rant about how my life sucks. But given the fact that it’s pretty easy to use (I tried blogger and used to use tumblr but it got too porny), I am here.

I lost my (kitchen) job in March 2020…

I lost a dear friend yesterday. It was hard.

Our friend broke the news last night just as I was trying to sleep. I froze, I thought it was a joke. And then it hit me. I went online and she deleted all her socials. …

I don’t have the best relationship with my mom, but who does? right…?

I started to live on my own (by living alone I meant I no longer live with my parents — I lived with my siblings who pretty much were adult) when I was 14. …

If you read my previous post titled Childhood, you’d roughly know what happened. As a kid, I had a lot of friends. I lived in a small town and everyone knows me or my family, so I had to be nice. When I finally moved out of town, I had…

I couldn’t be more grateful of my friends who picked me up when I was at my darkest. Who cheered me up, took me out and assured me things will be better.

Months after that, my friends and I went to see The Temper Trap. I saw this one guy…

After Vincent, a woman I know introduced me to a guy. I don’t even remember his name, and he turned out to be a total asshole. I called him out and decided I deserved someone better.

That’s when I met Wayne. Charming, although he’s a bit of a nerd. He’s…

I first dated a guy in secondary school. He was a year older but I think it only lasted a month. I got over that pretty quickly and got close to a guy in my year. I remember he took me to a dodgy internet cafe (yup, that exist) after…

chewie

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